These days every day to eat, very not easy to let oneself in operation after the restoration of the physical strength, although the body has not recovered as before, but now have the strength to walk three kilometers a day to go to work ... ...
From the beginning of last year to insist every day for almost a year has been out walking, feet calluses, obviously the foot a little bit ugly, but does not matter, at least I feel the strength than in the past, training and exercises, walk along a road to come more easily than in the past!
Ha-ha. It seems I adhere to still have certain achievements, I save every bus fare, but also can achieve the purpose of the exercise, but the calf skin is used to be the June sun wound down the very obvious signs, already can't recover, some regret ... ...
But, fortunately, now the autumn sun not so much, there is nothing to worry about! As long as it is good to health! Can save a ticket money, much home once! Ha-ha.
A person working outside of the day too much, suddenly know how important money, suddenly know the economy is important, at the same time, also know how to cherish a lot of things, including the treasure home.
I always like this, is each home is like eating family cooking, then eat, that's a stupid, even the family to see all the eyes say: how do you like the hungry for a long time had not eaten? Naturally I jokingly said: I is the basic water to live outside, so I went home. You must give me the best to eat! With laughter ... ...
In fact, wandering outside for so many years, a person eating doesn't always pay attention to, so long do not know is how to insist on down, back to think for a long time, do not know where to force always adhere to work outside, sometimes good friends always continue to persuade her to give up work to go home, I determination have shaken many times, but reality can not let me choose, responsibility can't make me give up my job. So I can only put away the suffering endured.
In fact, sometimes I often think about their own how to improve their lives, sometimes I also very confused ... ...
Indeed, although money is a thing apart, but the reality so I had to take it as the weight, in order to love the people, in order to reduce the burden of the family, I can only choose to reality, choose a job to earn money to support their families.
Recently remembered that he must go to the hospital to review costs once every three months, and every day he take medicine expenses, I felt very uncomfortable, especially worried for him.
I think I am not a good lover, his disease that I was incapable of action, in addition to reducing the portion of the burden in the home, I do not have other responsibilities, can not take care of the sick and his home.
I don't know this work in the field. Is it right? The best way, in does not have the ability to improve their own life plan, I was afraid of making the wrong choice.
Time in one day in the past, my mood is more and more heavy, sometimes even sleep can not feel at ease, wake up the middle of the night just like thinking, thinking about which way to go is a turn for the better, be preoccupied by some troubles me, always in trouble for the family, for the future.
Really want to ordinary people doing what also don't want to, but I know I don't have the qualifications, from knew he sick, I know I have many responsibilities.
Sometimes I ask myself: what is love in the end? Perhaps happiness with bitter feelings? Perhaps two people pull together hand tightly in poverty and disease? I have no idea.
I know, he is far away all my worries, is my worrying.
Give him a call in a quiet tonight, that this time he went to the hospital to check the results, finally put down the heart of a little, but still worry ... ...
Love a person, how love perfect? I don't know, I just know I don't have to be perfect, I can do, just for him to share things at home, quietly guarding this emotion.
We have the days of the separation for so many years, he was ill, I couldn't take care of him, in the telephone only care about all his.
I was ill in hospital, he also not to accompany in my side taking care of me, in reality we can only do the acacia, in love, in between the two city silent watch, I don't know how many people like us so hard to love, I only know that, and I hope he day together ... ...
I hope that as the world many people love it, can be happy, can each other hand smile into each other's eyes, I hope, just so, I want to ... ...
One day, I will wait until the happiness, because of illness, because be not easily won the love!
At the same time, also because I'm on the outside to work hard and plan for the future!
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